It’s been almost 6-weeks since I took the fall that resulted in my 3-part broken ankle. I’m still non weight bearing & rockin crutches and a wheelchair to get around. Over the past week, I’ve been noticing my energy finally returning, which I’ve been so very appreciative of. I’m able to be up out of bed for longer stints now and I’ve even started to do some left-footed driving, so I can take myself to physical therapy and the store to fetch food.
Gosh it sure is hard to give the body time to rest and heal. It is not easy work.
Attitude,outlook, and attention are pretty big elements when it comes to the art of healing, whether in regards to the body or the mind. And with the proper tools and training, it’s possible to learn how to listen to what our body/mind system is telling us in terms of what it needs for support. So often we want to rush the process – we want to speed up the down time we need and get back to “normal.” I’m grateful to be learning, with the help and guidance of good teachers and good friends, that life is here and now. That this so-called normal we’re told exists, and we should constantly be striving to get back to, is basic nonsense.
Life is what is happening in the here and now. This moment – whatever it looks like – this is it.
I’m grateful to be learning how to make good use of whatever happens as a means to understand more about myself and to hopefully grow a little more in my abilities to be skillful and kind.
And sometimes – like now – it’s hard as heck. But having a growth mindset is akin to doing physical therapy to rebuild strength after a big injury. If it’s easy when doing your exercises and you aren’t tuckered out afterwards, you’re not doing them right. In order to regain mobility and function, in order to strengthen, one needs to feel a certain amount of strain. It’s a necessary part of the deal.